Showing posts with label lauralizzies. Show all posts
Showing posts with label lauralizzies. Show all posts
Thursday, December 3, 2015

What the what?!

Six months. It's been 6 months since I've updated this thing. Sorry mom. (Not that she's going to read this lol) Any who I'm back. 

Currently laying awake at 1:50am because my overactive mind won't shut up. Seriously. Hubs is next to me snoring away and I'm wide awake. 

Can I just tell you how much I love Adele? I can't believe how every song feels like she writes makes everyone feel like she wrote it for you. Love her hair too, just sayin. It's so nice to have a normal size person in the spotlight. Not saying there is anything wrong with skinny people, I dream of being one, it's just nice to see someone breaking the mold and not caring whilst. <-- my new favorite word. 
P.S. I totally want "hello" as my text tone. Put it on my to-do list for tomorrow. 

Speaking of, I'm curious to see how many things I can actually cross off my list tomorrow. Tonight I made 5 hats. Tomorrow I pick up books and start a blanket that ohhhh has to go out Friday. Am I crazy?! Yup! But alas I got what I wished for and my Etsy store has orders so I can't complain. However I am still figuring out how to get an extra hour in the day. Although I'm sure ironically that hour would probably fall in the middle of the night and then just make my insomnia longer. 

I'm on new medicine for the thyroid. Not sure how I feel about it. I was hoping that I would magically feel better. Didn't happen. Which is fine. My levels are coming down which is good. I'm now down to an 8.9 TSH (from 13.8) The only thing now is I am still having crazy swelling of my face and now my thyroid. I can feel it when I swallow. Not cool. I get an ultrasound next Friday so we will see. I'm just ready to figure this damn Hashi out. 

In other news...
The elves are back. Mr. & Mrs. Giggle are back to their crazy tricks. This after I lost one. It's funny you hide it from your children only to actually hide it from yourself when they "magically" fly away. Oops! Alas. Night 2 and I remembered to move them. Score. 

Random facts: 
- I love saying the alphabet backwards
- I found out that cordial has a "d" my way of spelling it "corgel" and my autocorrect couldn't figure it out 🙈
- For the first time this century I have a big toenail on my right foot!! (Surgery gone bad in 1999!) pedicure here I come!
- I miss having a best friend in the city limits

Whelp I'm off to try to sleep. 

Until later. 







Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Wacky Wednesday

Today was the day I've been dreading since September 1...summer break. HA! Yes today was the last day of 3s for Reid. I cannot believe how much he has grown. It baffles me. At the beginning of the year he was still very quiet and hate to say this a little behind on a few things. Now he's calling out letters, spelling names, knows his colors and can write his own name. Is he a genius!? Nope! But he's hilarious, pationate and all boy! 

Here he is the first day and the last day and a picture with his teachers.  He's actually going to miss going to school as much as I will miss sending him! Kid only missed 3 days of school (MWF) this whole year! 


Other happenings around the homestead. Shawn is doing wonderfully on his road to recovery from his first hip replacement. In 1 week he will have the other hip replaced. We will once again be hibernating this weekend to stay healthy and spend as much time as a family before daddy is immobile for a few weeks.
 


Emmy was suppose to have tubes put in her ears yesterday but over the weekend she got the crud. I didn't feel it would be ok to put her under any type of anesthesia with this horrible cough and fever. We will reschedule it in a few weeks. Tomorrow she has her 18 month appointment. She's been hilarious lately and will do anything to make you laugh! 


Tonight was the finale of Survivor! I'm hoping this next season I will do a weekly recap like I am for the Bachelorette and will be for Big Brother. I was thrilled with how tonight turned out. My favorite from day 1, Mike, won!!! Good ole Texas oil man!! They announced the next cast and I am beyond thrilled!! Can't wait. 

Sooooo I did something absolutely crazy! I'm so not the one to party, get drunk and do random things. Not that there is anything wrong with that but I would prefer to stay home with my cat, a glass of wine and do a puzzle. Well that being said I have been under a tremendous amount of stress lately and yesterday when Shawn and I had a day date so I decided to be a little crazy. On a Tuesday afternoon I walked into a tattoo parlor and got a tattoo. WTH!!! I have wanted a tattoo since college but never did it. I was looking on Pinterest and found the perfect one. It represents me in so many ways. It's simple, kind of artsy and a love of mine. Plus it's in remembrance of George, my beloved cat. My mother in law did remind me that most people get their children's names on them rather than a pet, but y'all know I have such a passion for cats and animals this is so fitting! This is by far the craziest thing I have ever done. And it will probably be another 10 years until I do it again, if ever, because this hurt like hell. Haha! My parents are going to freak out. Even at 32 I am still scared of my parents. But it's there...no turning back now. 


That's about it!! Bring on summer!! 

Friday, April 24, 2015

Bruce Jenner Interview - opinion


Like all the other millions of people I was very excited to see what this interview was all about. I have been a Kardashian fan for a long time. I have a deep respect for Bruce. He's an amazing athlete and from all I can tell a very good dad. This interview touched some really deep feeling about this that I didn't know I had. 

I will admit as much as anyone watching I had no idea where this was going to go. Would he come out saying he's a woman and cross dress throughout? At first I wondered if this was a publicity stunt and Diane Sawyer said many had the same question. But when you really look at his eyes you know it's for real. This would be a pretty elaborate stunt, even for a Kardashian/Jenner. 

Looking back at his Olympic journey he was so masculine and embodied everything you think of when you see a male athlete. Large muscles, masculine features and you almost can see the testosterone pouring out of him. It's baffling that he felt like a woman inside even in such a masculine body. 

Throughout the interview it felt like he was getting happier and happier talking about his new self ...her. It was like a weight was being lifted off his shoulders. He felt free. Free from this secret he had been hiding for 60 years. Imagine that feeling? 

I have respect for his doing this interview. He didn't have to. But unfortunately with our lives today with social media, paparazzi, and reality tv there really wasn't any way to hide it from the world. His whole journey is documented in photos and film. I can't imagine having my every move captured on film. For instance when he was in that horrific deadly car accident and the paparazzi were there filming the whole thing. Have some respect people! 


I personally do not understand this gender identity / transgender thing nor will I ever. I do however feel it is a real thing and with so many people going through it it need to be talked about and accepted more. A doctor said she has had patients as young as 18 months know they were born in the wrong body....that's Emmy's age. 

As a Christian it does say in the Bible that a man shouldn't dress in women's clothing.  Like the doctor said in the interview, it obviously was happening back then because they had to say don't do it. Seriously though, why does it matter if he wears woman's clothing? Imaging if we were were all blind. We wouldn't have ANY idea if we were wearing girls or boys clothes. Would it matter then?

I am baffled (although not much I guess) about how many people out there are judging Bruce. As well as other transgender people. We judge because it is weird and different. I am guilty of judging people, I will admit. But in the end there is only 1 person who can judge a person and that is God. The mean and hurtful things I have read and heard about this make me sick to my stomach. He is a human like you and me and deserves respect. You might not agree with his decisions but he/she still has feelings and a soul. 

I do swing towards the more conservative side of the spectrum in my life and life choices. But in all reality I may be one of the most open people when it comes to different lifestyles. I grew up with a family member who was gay. I actually didn't realize he was until I was older. I just thought it was normal to have 2 uncles. I loved them both equally. Some of our closest friends are lesbians. I always forget this because they are just our dear friends. I hate labeling people like that. It's not fair. 

I think it's amazing that his children are there to support him through this. I can't imagine how hard it was for him to share with his family. He's lucky to have their support and understanding. It would be hard for anyone to hear that after so long things would change. But I think it's better now that they are adults rather than when they were children. 

All in all it was a very good interview. Opened my eyes to his life and transition into being a woman. Of course there are a million questions running through my head but most will never be answered and that ok. 








Finer Family Brain Dump

I have a lot on my mind and just want to get it all out there.....

First of all this week was a long week. I'm not sure why just way. Had a lot of things to do for a lot of people. Thankful it's Friday. Although as a mom a Friday feels like any other day. 

Today was Shawn's last day of work for 2.5 months. It's weird. The last time he was home for this long was the time he was unemployed. It makes me think back to that time. It was such a difficult time in our lives. Transitioning to married life, getting settled in our new house, dealing with anxiety etc. If I learned one thing from that experience it was not to take it for granted. Although Shawn will be recovering from surgery we are going to treasure this time together! 


Tonight we had crazy weather. The news has been talking about tornados and severe weather all week. Being me I had our "shelter" in the bathroom ready all 3 days. Overkill? Yes!! Today when we were put under a Tornado Watch I giggled because let's face it I have lost faith in the weathermen. Temporarily that is!! 😜 I went ahead and put the board up over the window and got things ready. We took our car over to my parents garage just incase there was hail. When I came home I put the kids in bed and went to watch the weather with Shawn. Immediately they started talking about the severe storm in Tarrant County. It wasn't 5 minutes later that the sky turned green. I've always heard about the pea green. It was weird. Then they news said they were issuing a Tornado Warning for the TCU area and around Hulen Mall. We got the kids and the cat in the bathroom and waited it out. Thankfully we didn't have any damage or loss of power. We did have an 80mph wind gust here. Yikes!! Thank goodness I had the storm shelter ready! 


This just made me laugh! I love looking at all the funny things on Pinterest and sharing them with friends! And it makes my day when friends send them to me. Seriously it's that simple. 


And another!!!! Haha those scary tomatoes. 


I am really bummed about this Blue Bell ice cream recall. It's scary yes but honestly I don't think the loyal ice cream eaters will not go back to eating it. I will! Haha It's such a summer staple. There's nothing better than ice cream on a hot Texas summer day! 


I got my hair done! Added a little blonde back. I love my natural hair but just couldn't explain some of my thoughts! Need an excuse! Plus it's just "me" to have blonde hair. Here I am cooking. 

Alright. That is all! 



Sunday, April 19, 2015

Pre-Op - 10 days away

We are almost to the single digits in days before hip replacement surgery #1. I can't believe it almost here. 


I met Shawn 13 years ago on April 17, 2002. That night Shawn and I talked for hours sitting outside on a beautiful spring night. He explained everything about the bone disease in his hips, multiple epiphyseal dysplasia. 

From Wiki: multiple epiphyseal dysplasia (MED) is a rare genetic disorder (dominant form—1 in 10,000 births) which affects the growing ends of bones. Bones usually elongate by a process that involves the depositing of cartilage at the ends of the bones, called ossification. This cartilage then mineralizes and hardens to become bone. In MED, this process is defective.

I had no idea what it meant or if it was really serious or not. He didn't show his pain that night. If you had told me then that 13 years later we would be anxiously awaiting hip replacement surgeries I would have laughed. 

Throughout the last 13 years his hips have greatly disintegrated. So much so the last 3 months he hasn't been able to do more than walk a few feet before his hips start throbbing, or pop out of place. It's heart breaking to say the least. He's such a proud man and it's killing him not to be able to do simple tasks such as playing with his children or taking off his socks. 

Our life right now is shifting into the new "normal."  I have had to take on the responsibilities that we normally share as a team and the tasks that he is responsible for. Such as mowing the yard, who knew I could do it! Granted I bruised my finger, sliced a fingernail off and somehow made the mower backfire. But the grass was cut! It's very challenging for me to accept these new roles on top of my own. Taking care of the kids, the house, my husband, work, helping my mom and dad while figuring out my own health issues. It's a lot to take on. 

But there's that little clause in our marriage vows that I repeat on a daily basis. "In sickness and in health." Right now it is my turn to take care of him. There may come a time in the future where he needs to take care of me and I know for sure he would take great care of me. So I am here to take care of him!